Hello my lovelies! This weekend me and one of my best friend Aka Kita_Sparkle went together and made a collaboration. We decided to do a Pink Cut Crease Tutorial. Honestly I've never done a live collaboration with someone and it was soo fun!. Kita_sparkle is very talented in what she does and it such a good friend. Here are all the products we used in our video Banana boat aloe vera gel - £5.99 Nspa Instant blur primer - £7.00 Miss Beauty Foundation - £1.00 Miss beauty Concealer- £1.00 Revolution Hd brows - £8.00 Revolution All about pink blusher - £6.00 Revolution Focus and fixing primer- £2.50 Revolution Matte eyeshadow 18 - £8.00 Geek Girl pink pallete- £12.00 Make up revolution Fixing spray & Pro primer - £5.00 Revolution golden sugar highlighters-£6.00 Avon lipstick blush nude-£5.75 Ps Lipliner-£2.00 In the next couple of days I'm going to make a review page in write down everything ive been sent/bought and show you guys what was good and bad about it Heres some photos of Kita_sparkles work!! Go follow my socials Instagram - @chelseasclosetb Twitter - @Chelseasclosetb YouTube - Chelsea closet Nikkita's Socials Instagram - @ Kita_sparkle Twitter- @Kita_sparkle YouTube - Kita sparkle
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Hey guys!, Basically yesterday me and my best friend went out and around Swansea and decided to take some really cool photos. We walked soo far I now have blisters everywhere!! :(. We went to this river called "Vadre" which is was soo fun! We didn't manage to get any photos because who wants a water damaged phone?...Not us. We spent loads of quality time together which was defiantly needed as its the Summer Holidays. What d you guys get upto over the holidays? There is exactly 5 weeks and 1 day until I have to go back to school and start another productive year. As my blog is pretty empty I've decided to start taking photos to put on here. This is going to be a short blog post as I will be updating a Vlog on "Drugstore/Cheap Make up Tutorial". Keep a look out! it will be on all my socials and obviously on my Vlogs page. I hope you've all had a wonderful week and comment below what you think of my photos. Hello guys, Today ill be writing about a very strong subject that effects thousands of people daily.This happens more than you would like to think. Many of my close friends/family members suffer from Anxiety/Panic attacks & Insecurities and even I suffer from them. Here is my story and how I'm over coming these difficult obstacles.
I remember my first panic attack, it was when I was about 14 years old an I just got with my boyfriend (Ex-Boyfriend now). He was constantly flirting and texting all my friends/Other girls which made me doubt myself and he made me believe it was all in my head and they where just his friends ,that gradually gave me Anxiety problems. I remember sitting in my room just panicking that he'd found someone new or he'd found interest in someone else. This happened often, I would often sit in my room crying and panicking. He would always be too busy for me and would treat other girls better than he ever treated me. This gave me even more insecurities then I started with, He made me feel like I was some sort of "Trophy" to show off when he was in public. I gained many more insecurities and started suffering from Anxiety. Towards the end of the relationship (which was many, many months later) I did find out the truth that he loved another girl (Which was one of my close friends). He messaged her confessing his feelings while I (his girlfriend at the time) had her phone...*Smooth move bro*. I instantly felt rage, panicky, sweaty & mostly heartbroken. He told me it was all a joke and it was all in my head...But really it was him in my head, He was turning me crazy, insecure & not a very nice person. *If you getting treated like this I would advise you to get out NOW, this is not a healthy relationship and it will either turn violent, controlling, mentally frustrating/abusing or all of the above* We finished few odd times before the final break-up. He honestly broke me the first couple of times, emotionally and also somehow physically. This made my insecurities worse and made me feel like I weren't good enough and it was my fault he didn't love me. Some mornings I would literally have to drag myself out of bed and actually lie to myself that he loved me. I would lie in bed at night either crying or thinking to myself, what will my life hold without him in it. I felt like my life wouldn't be complete without him by thinking this id be getting more and more panic attacks. After the final break-up (which I ended) It was like a weight lifted off my shoulders. Finishing things was one of the best things I ever done (and wish I done it a lot sooner and not wasted more or less a year with him). I have now found my happiness else where and am over the moon with where my self-esteem is and my anxiety levels are a lot lower than they where a couple of months before hand. I have yet to have any panic attacks since we where done and over with. Yes, I will always have anxiety. Yes, I will always have Panic Attacks. Yes, I will always have insecurities but that's what makes me human. When having a panic attack/Having anxiety can make your emotions go A-Wall!. It kind of takes over your body to the point where you can be feeling numb and faint. Here are some of the things I've experienced while having a panic attack/anxiety my friends have experienced. Like have you ever experienced this?. -Fast breathing -Pains in your chest -Feeling faint/Dizzy/Nauseous -Feeling Claustrophobic -Crying uncontrollably -Numbness -Flushes -Feeling scared These are the most common symptom's of Panic attacks as I've experienced all of the above. Panic attacks usually last from 5-25 minutes and can come on almost instantly, sometimes without you even realizing. Insecurities can also be a problem, mostly in your teenage years. Many teenage girls & Boys get insecurities through hormonal changes and from the way they look, sound, behave Etc. Here are the most common insecurities many teenage girls have today which I also have. -Feeling Ugly/Fat/Skinny -Not being able to eat in public -Going in public with no make up/wig/extensions - The way to talk -Their bodies -Boys/Girls -Popularity Being insecure about these thing are normal for teenage girls/boys to go through! but don't worry we are all here to support you no matter what. Having insecurities can stop you from doing many activity's such as swimming, dancing, Partying, going out with friends & Clothes shopping. No matter what you read or what you see/hear you are all flawless!! Everyone has their own flaws. Trying to cope with these sort of things can be challenging, almost feeling impossible in some cases. I've tried many different coping mechanisms to get me through the difficult days and they do really work. I've used almost all of these ways so I hope they can help you too. -Writing down your feelings on paper and ripping them up -Listen to music -Reading -Read inspirational quotes -Do something productive -Write everything down in a journal/diary That's the end of this blog! which as actually taken me since 10:30am till 4ish to write. This blog post is really personal for me to talk about, and is something I wouldn't really write about and post it all over the web. The reason I'm posting it is that I want to make sure you guys know that your not alone. This can be a scary time to go through, and nobody should go through it unaware of the help and what can happen to them. I hope this helps many of you! Even if it helps just the odd few I will be happy. If you guys dont mind let me know how you guys have had to deal with this and introduce me to your story. *Remember to check out The Exam/SATs Survival guide in the opening bar at the top!!* -Chelsea XOXOXO Hey guys!! here's my Daily/ Nightly routine blog. I hope you all enjoy!!. I'm simply no expert on how to spend your mornings/Night times but here is how i spend mine. This routine is based on a WEEKDAY as I'm still in full time education but I'm willing to do one on a WEEKEND if you guys would like me to. If wanting a weekend routine please tell me in the feedback box.
COMPETITION TIME! This week I'm also doing shout out in my Sunday blog Next week. If wanting a shout out to be placed onto my homepage and into the blog please either DM me/ Tag me/email me or Send me it in the feedback box a picture of your Favourite Thing and why and I will choose out of the best ones!!! There will be 3 winners so Good Luck!!!! NIGHTIME Usually start getting ready for bed about 9:30PM, Ill go upstairs make my bed and turn on all my fairy lights and light my candles. I do this as it makes my room feel more homely and cosy. I then put on my Nivea Night Face Cream which is £14.99 and works amazingly on my skin, it leaves it soft and fresh for the following morning. Il then pick out my favourite pyjamas and throw my hair into a casual bun and put on my glasses. At this point my eyes get really tired and it makes my vision burry. Normally ill put on the TV and either watch Family Guy, American Dad or KUWTK, But I've started getting into reading at nights. I'm currently reading Zoella's 1st book...Girl online. It is one of my favourite's which i cant possibly put down. At 10:00PM ill make myself a cup of tea to settle down and to wind down. I get back into bed and double check if my alarms on, I also have to check if i have any animals are in my room (If so I have to keep my door open to allow them to leave to go to the toilet). If your wondering I have 3 Cats, Buddy, Garfield and Luna. I also turn off my lights and blow out my candles. Finally I put my head onto the pillow and fall asleep. MORNING My alarm is usually set automatically for 6:25AM every morning. I get up and put on my Garnier Moisture Match Skin Boosting- Wake Me Up, This product is only £3.99 and can be bought in many local drug stores. Next I start applying my make up, * I have uploaded an Everyday Make up look* on my page so go check it out!!!. After I apply my make up I move onto my hair. Depending on the weather I usually curl it. I use the TRESemme Salon Shine Waves Hair Wand which is amazing! i use it everyday. This costs £25.00 and you can buy it almost everywhere. I bought this from Argos about a year ago and it still in perfect condition. After I do my hair and make up I go downstairs and put the kettle on. I have many flavours of tea but for a cold British morning I usually go for the English breakfast flavoured tea. It gives you that morning boost and it also tastes delish! After that I usually get dressed and grab my schoolbag and leave. This is a short blog post as I cant really add anything more into it as this is what I do. I hope you enjoyed this post and remember to go check out the competion!! . |